Thinking

Well, I did promise to update regularly, didn't I??? So sorry...its just been another crazy run of it. And now, I have to use this forum to get 'on the couch'.

A recent turn of events in our work life has really taken a toll on me today. I just am thinking through what exactly makes the life of a family, and how to know what God's best is for my life. It seems to me that even when we say we have certain goals for our lives, what really makes us is what consumes us. So...here is what consumes me:
1.) Habitat for Hope.
2.) Homeschooling my kids.
3.) My husband.
4.) Caring for and enjoying my kids. '

And so, you say...thats not a bad list! But when I look that list, one thing comes to mind: its all out of order.

It is so easy in the life of our ministry to allow it consume all of our time. We live HFH, breathe HFH, and it is the focus of much of our energy and time. I might mention that you dont see 'God' in the list, but of course its understood that He is present in each thing that I do throughout the day. Except: my life with HFH, my life as a homeschool mom; none of those things are capable of replacing a healthy relationship with my savior. I have been working on reading through the bible in a year and prayer-journaling more, but I confess its become a bit rote as we enter summer.

And of course, my husband should be at the TOP of that list. I again confess that the needs of this house and the ministry, as well as the kids, are capable of usurping Mark's rightful place at the forefront of my life.

Would you pray for me as I figure out how to reorder the priorities God has for my life, and the life of our family? I so want to be steadfast in His peace and love, and I know that comes only through prayer and obedience.

Blessings to you,
Mylissa